Clearing and Attachment
Sometimes when I am clearing old issues I forget that is what I am doing and get attached all over again.
Lately some uncomfortable feelings from the past and some I don’t even know about have been hovering around me like a fog. This has been a little disconcerting as I struggled to see through and what it was I needed to do. Making excuses that it is the spring, or any number of reasons on that list we all keep so handy.
As these energies come up wave after wave I had the opportunity to see the choice of releasing or re-attaching. My choice depends on my awareness. It is very easy to think something is wrong instead of clearing.
I made it through a pretty big one in about a week. Of course I had help. Thank god for friends! Friends who see clearly and are honest and gifted in their perceptions.
Then I just have to struggle with my own strict code of “you are weak if you can’t do it by yourself, you don’t need help”………which is really not true for me and is another one of those heavy energies that are clearing. This one is a family/genetic code. I wouldn’t have even caught that if it weren’t for another’s astute observations.
I think it is very important for all of us in these powerful times of change to seek the help we need in whatever area works for us.
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Isn’t it amazing how the universe works with this amazing and powerful message here today from a person who many of us look to for guidance!! I am reminded here NEVER to put any human on a pedistal, just love them for the marvelous spirit they are daily. I actually love and respect my friend even more today for sharing and reminding me that she is also A SPIRITUAL BEING HAVING A HUMAN EXPERIENCE with real daily stuff…….. the good…….the bad……..the ugly going on from her day to day experiences over the years she has been here. I have shared with her a way that works for me, and that is:
Awareness
Acceptance
Action
The action part on whatever it is sometimes can be something that I don’t want to do right away because I have learned to hold onto grudges, even if it is against myself??? I will work out of whatever is going on eventually if I want to grow, but this doesn’t mean I won’t fall back into the ?? feelings. The main action part for me is to observe my gut instincts on whatever it is with the approach of spiritual love and guidance for me to understand how this even came to be?? I always get an answer when I get out of my own self importance and get into prayer/meditation/silence.
Sometimes a friend talk can help with what you need to share then the healing starts because you have trusted in the energy and love in friendship.
Thanks you Sue for sharing your feelings this morning, thank you for sharing your entire spirit in all areas, thank you for being honest and reminding us you are also a human here on a spiritual adventure…….. Namaste’ Always
Thank you for the reminder that I “reattach” myself to old family issues. I am coming through a period, where you reminded me that I have a choice. It doesn’t mean there isn’t emotional pain, it means that I don’t have to allow that pain to run me. I can feel it and release. Let go of judgement and the feelings of being a victim. Today I don’t have to participate. Today I am willing to allow healing and love and nurture myself through it. Namaste’