Sue Moon’s Blog

The what if’s are hounding me this morning.  What if…………..I’m missing the boat?  What if I am not right?  What if my life is a lie?  What if my dreams don’t come true?  What if this is it?  What if my life peaked out years ago?  Do I get another peak?

All of the words I would use to soothe a friend escape me for myself.  This morning’s questionings are the ongoing search for meaning at this time in my life.  It’s been a search for some time and I wonder if I missed something.

As I move from one level of awareness to the next it feels like starting all over again.  Somedays I get it and some days I just don’t.