Absence
I’ve been a little absent lately in more ways than one. It is actually part of a larger absence that has been going on since I moved and started a new business almost 5 years ago. And that was part of an even bigger absence resulting from a divorce and children grown up-almost.
This recent absence has to do with the many things I have done and not done in this life. The children I’ve raised, the relationships I’ve had, the choices I’ve made. I have greater clarity on how these choices have affected my life.
These types of changes that call to you in the last third of your life are different because we finally get that this is important. Not in a frantic, hurry up and change way, but a deep contemplative fashion that doesn’t let you hide from yourself so much anymore and gives you such compassion for all the other humans out there.
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WOW…… I just thought I would see if the blog was up again and here it is!! I’ve missed reading the posts you have so lovingly written. I have also been picking some of the absence of things past, present and future. The class on manifesting has helped me so much in understanding these feeling and using the tools suggested in the class I am learning to sort out what is mine and what is not mine in a healthier way.Like you shared “In A Deep Compemplative Way” is what is also happening to me..except I have healthier tools to use and guide me through this incredible segment of my life. For me lately it has been all about forgiveness, first with self……….then with others and things that have been done to me throughout my life. I am not absent anymore to the fact that the universe will and can heal anything I become aware of and send out there….. always love. It is such a whole feeling to know I have a choice in how I see and feel about things without judgement now…… I can let it all go and know all is well as I continue on developing into the wonderful soul I can here to be this life.