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Honesty and Pedestals

Someone I like and admire emailed me today about the direction the Dailies have taken.   Especially the vulnerability and intimacy of them.  In some ways she was grateful, confused and uncomfortable with much of it.  Just like me.  My reply is below:
Thank you so much for your honesty.

I do not want to be on anyone’s pedestal and that is way I am opening myself up to be totally vulnerable.  Totally intimate.  It is the scariest and most liberating thing I have ever done.  My ego is starting to line up with my soul and I have desired a healthy ego for so long.  I am not a guru, I am the same as you.  Hopefully we all learn from one another without someone having to be better.

Most of us intellectually know a great deal……..I am putting the words into my heart and into my practice.  I am finally walking my talk.  I also am bringing out the shadows to be healed and as I heal them in myself I see them healing in my family and in my practice.  This is my part in healing the world, I am healing myself.

Every time I put out the Dailies a little fear comes up and says no one will respect you if you show who you really are.  Some days I can’t even write it.

We are truly all here together, in the same boat, no matter how glorious or unattainable some of us look, that is still just part of the illusion.  I’m sick of the illusions, they rob me of my life.

This reply is my Daily today, I wondered what it would be.

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