Sue Moon’s Blog

You can feel it coming it wakes me in the middle of the night. Sometimes it comes with joy and excitement, but mostly fears and worries gnawing at my psyche. The changes are becoming much more tangible and rapid. I’m watching many people blossom into their next faze and so many melting down, with the general being a little of both.
Dreams have become more vivid and more detailed than I remember and some mornings I awake exhausted from the work I’ve been doing all night asleep. Plateaus sometimes appear and I look out at my journey and all those relationships and I want to move far away and start all over again.
Not really, but the issues that I work to heal have become more than burdensome and I want to let them all go. I long for an apathetic state where I might segue into real non attachment.
I’m wishing it were easier somehow, or more clear as to the direction to move.
My spiritual practice isn’t sustaining me at this time and so I neglect it.
As I write these words I am reminded of this feeling before every major change in my life. So I’m really wondering what is coming next.
I have to remember that I am part of a collective consciousness and what is happening to me, is happening to all, otherwise the ego would wallow in isolation.