The Truth is…..
Since I’ve returned from Arkansas I haven’t had much to write about. I’m a little on energy overload. Feels like I’ve been thrown into a boiling vat of energy and my life is not working in it’s old way. It works if I do something new with it…..try and figure that out some days!
I feel called into higher spiritual realms without the security of an ashram or spiritual family to support the daily grind of eating, paying bills etc.
One of the biggest Limbo’s I’ve been in for a while and I even hesitate to call it that because there is a lot going on, work is good as I move into more unknown terrain; relationships are healing and happier; but it is difficult because I feel as if my insides were much bigger than my outsides and they are oozing out and I’m not sure how to accomodate it all.
I’m finding some days I can do a spiritual practice, exercise, eat well; and the next day a rebelling teenager takes the helm and refuses to do a thing! Think I’ll have a “parts” party and create a board of directors and see if some of these parts will play nice for awhile.
Once you start listening to your life, it will not let you forget that, not even for a day.
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Gosh Sue, I’ve never found it a grind to eat. It is really a joy – especially with your food. Maybe you are just working too hard at it.
Hey Susie – Be cool, let things flow, not everything has reason, so quit worrying and things will work out for you. Keep the Brisket tender and the gravy delicious.
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Sue-you cause me to realize we all go through “growing pains”, no matter what stage wer’e at. Thanks